Had some email contacts this summer with David, he was doing ok now.
still the remembrance of Lilli - 15 years ago, she would have been 29 by now, is something i will never forget, it hit me when i read the message from David like a big stone on my head
it hurts. At that time one can only try to understand what David had to go through to pick up his live with Judy.
But since then a lot of things happened. I have my 3 girls around me but lost my wife and am doing all i can to move on. that works relatively ok. sitting in a corner won't help at all.

anyway: there is an aspect of nostalgia to this board! that hurts also, don't know why or it should be i realize that time goes faster then i like

Waiting again for a new HOBB book, but open for any good suggestion.